Female kissing

She was stood leaning against a wall, my friend whom I've known since the age of 5. She made a comment, said that we should be leaving now. But she didn't walk away, just stood there. So I leaned in and kissed her. A bit reluctant because I didn't know how she would react. Slowly our lips met and the kiss was a fact. I remember thinking in the back of my head "What the hell am I doing, I dont even want to kiss this girl."

Then I woke up. Of course it was another dream. Didn't I tell you, any action going on in my life right now happens in my sleep. So I kissed a friend, in my dream, that I've known since 5, she is absolutley not my type and I wouldn't even kiss her if the chance appeared. So why did I dream about her? Why not dream about the friends I actually wouldn't mind kissing. And do I honestly want to kiss a girl, or is that some kind of pressure I put on myself just because I'm kinky in every other kind of way?

I do feel certain that I want to try, and I am cool with the idea of having sex with another girl. In fact it would be extremely awesome licking a pussy. What's it like, is it as hard as I imagine, does it smell, can I make her come, what does her pussy look and feel like? All these questions that I want answered. And not a single victim in my vicinity!

Last week I dreamt about sex almost every night, this week my mood has taken a deep dip into depression and all I do during nights now is cry or sleep anxiously. I'm in good faith that I'm moving upwards again and might even get some action again! As in start dreaming about sex...