Twisted Monk

It's just such a lovely performance, don't want anyone to miss it!

Live Performance "Tryst @ Little Red Studio 05/2010" from Twisted Monk on Vimeo.

The surprise

Cling film.

Ever tried that as a bondage tool? If not, do so.

Last week The Beast had promised me a surprise for the weekend. We were going to spend four days together and I had high hopes for what he had in plan for me. I was not let down. At all.

I went to his place Thursday afternoon, regular sex occured, we cuddled and fell asleep. Friday came, we did a bunch of chores and in the afternoon it was time to start preparing the dinner. But first he sent me to the shower to shave and clean up. So I shaved real close, making my pussy hairless except for a tuft of hair above the lips. Suddenly he bursts in through the door wielding a pair of scissors and brutally cut a big chunk of the tuft away. I wasn't in submissive mood at the time so I was really stunned when he did it but yet surprisingly horny by it.

When I was done in the shower he told me he wanted to dress me up. A black rope harnesk around my upper body, black leather cuffs around my ankle and wrists, a chain running from ankle to ankle and a chain running from my waist to my wrist cuffs, he put a strong vibrator in my pussy and a leather collar around my neck.

Then he started wrapping me in cling film. He covered my body in it, starting from my breasts and ending just below my pussy. When he was done I had a shiny, see-through, dress. 

I could barely move and bending over was impossible. Looking at myself in the mirror was awesome, it looked gorgeous with the plastic and the black details. I do want to do that again!

After preparing the dinner and putting it in the oven it was time to eat. I made the table for one and he cut my pizza into small slices and served them in a bowl on the floor. The sensation of being forced to stick your face into a bowl on the floor and getting food all over your face is lovely. The humiliation, the position with your ass sticking out - it all works. After being a good girl and finishing the food I was allowed to sit at the table and even got permission to speak more freely. But only for 20 minutes. And I wasen't allowed to look at the watch. That was exciting and a really nice advice if you want to freak out your sub. You sub will either constantly be afraid of missing the time so she barely speaks or forget about the time and get caught doing something forbidden, wich in my opinion is a sweet sensation.

The evening had more fun stuff, but I'll get back to that at a later time!

That oily sensation

The Beast has a rubber sheet (it's not actually rubber but close enough) wich we finally got around to using last weekend. We spread it over his huge bed, took of our clothes and started putting on oil. Just regular baby oil to be economic. Let me put it this way - Go buy yourself a sheet (english/swedish)! You don't have to be even slightly kinky to appreciate this. It's lovely!

Being slippery and oily and sliding around on the sheet is fun but it's not why you should buy it. It's for the sensation of getting stroked all over your body over and over and over. The oil, the sheet and your partners body work together in a wonderful way and every nerve is getting stimulated at the same time. I'm generally a horny person but being huddled up with The Beast on that sheet made me go bananas. We humans do require human touch to feel good and that's exactly what this session gave to us. Touch. Feeling good.

The session did start out with me in a submissive role and him as my master but it was soon apparent that I couldn't keep myself in that role, the oil and the sheet felt to good to have as a second stimulation. It needed to be my first. So we switched. Between sub and dom, between kink and vanilla and we spent a good 3 hours having fun on that sheet. I'm guessing it'll be used more often in the future.

Share - The strap-less strap-on

This is an amazing toy.

First of all it's a lot of fun to suddenly have a cock to fool around with. For once you can be the one standing up taking your partner from behind or lying down and watching your partner struggle as they try to ride your cock. Much fun.

Secondly, Share feels awesome, for both parts. Notice the strange design and the lack of straps? The short bulky part goes into the pussy and with use of your pussy muscles you can walk around wagging your own cock in a matter of seconds. Just remember to not use alot of lubrication when inserting it as that will make it slide out again. However, if you know your pussy muscles are weak this might not be the thing for you as it's quit heavy and you have to hold it up by internal muscles alone. Judging by the respons from the man I tried this on the cock part feels like heaven on a stick. Not to mention seeing your "dick" going inside someone else, that is a fascinating image! It does take some practising to get used to the in-and-out-movement but surely you don't mind practising with your partner, may it be male or female?

Share is made out of silicon and has the lovely silk smooth touch that almost all of Fun Factorys products has and that I love. It is a bit on the expensive side but totally worth it. I strongly recommend this to anyone bold enough to go where no one gone before!

I discovered, as I was browsing through Chagrin, that I find a man giving a blow job to a strap on to be very attractive. It actually awoke my dominant side and next time I get my hands on a submissive man I'll be doing this in plenty! It just baffles me that I didn't do this last year when I had both a submissive partner and the amazing Share

Velcro

Boyfriend just got home with thin, long, doublesided velcro (kardborreband for you swedish without a dictionary close by)!

Amazingly enough he tried to tie my hands together, but just as an experiment not a sexual invitation. Boo-ooring. On the plus side he put the sticky side, the hooks, on the inside and told me to try and pull my hands apart. I failed of course, velcro is really good at keeping stuff together, but I got some nice tiny dots around my wrists wich I happily inspected.

And yes I got a bit turned on. And yes I really need to try this velcro buisness out.

True Blood

I've begun following the rather new tw-show True Blood that's being aired on swedish television since 26th of august.

I'm sure it comes as no big surprise that I'm totally hooked. I mean, have you seen the multitude of sex scenes? And it's not sweet love we're talking, it's hardcore with the fresh smell of blood. If it was the real world, and I was living it, I would definately go for a vampire. But preferably not one that kills humans!

Aside from being a really god tv-show that I really look forward to follow it portraits sex in a way american TV normally don't dare. It's dark and brutal, and we get some really nice shots of naked people having sex. And all those scenes with bare necks followed by fangs, makes me bone shiver with lust!

I remember one scen with bare neck from todays episodes. Sookie comes looking for Bill in his house but is met by three other vampires by the door. She get's invited by Bill but it doesn't seem like he's willing to control his "friends". Eventually all three of them are circling her, smelling her, longing for her virginity. The male vampire behind her grabes her head and pushes it to the side, exposing her neck in a most erotic way. For them it's dinner. Imagine her, a young innocent woman standing in the middle of three hungry and lustfilled vampires. His hand with a tight grip on her head, her neck so pale and tempting. Yum yum.

A little bit of wisdom on the way to death

"I don't believe in 'body flaws. To believe in them, you have to believe in one single ideal body, and I emphatically do not! I know what I am supposed to look like -- I'm supposed to look like me. And since no one can look more like me than me, I'm as close to perfect as it gets. I don't need to look like anyone else OR any other version of myself. I don't have flaws -- and neither do you. What we have are differences, and they are what make us beautiful, what make us unique, what make us who we are."


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Oh yes I have a twitter account now. That can't be good, I'll either forget about it or I'll only post tiny bits of text there and forget about my true intention with my blog.

Porrtrollet goes brute

And just to prove to you all I do other stuff than long for pain and torment...

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Lelo Lily and LAYAspot, zomg!

You know the post I made about Lelos Nea and Fun Factorys LAYAspot and how I wanted a Nea but were getting a LAYAspot and that I was happy about it because it was for free?

Well....I got both!!

Turns out my friend is crazier than I thought. Here I was feeling guilty for wanting the LAYAspot and he gets me both that AND the Lelo Lily. Now the careful observer might have noticed I got a Lily instead of a Nea - only difference is Lily is dark purple and lacks the flower decoration plus it's "skin" has another feel to it. How happy am I?!

My new lovelies

I'll be back another day with a detailed review of them both!

Spider

Also, on the same exhibition, we tried out this thing.

Oh my god! Go try it! It was extremely pleasurable! Relaxing, erotic, fantastic! I could give someone elses right hand for another go under it.

The woman using it on us must have been very skilled because it felt like a piece of heaven fell down upon your head.

Bondage Fairies

Ever seen anything so cute?

I guarantee she is anything but innocent though. Her name is Pfil and she is the main character in Bondage Fairies. If you haven't read it already and aren't afraid of kinky stuff I advise you to get a copy soon. Many times I've masturbated in her and her friend Pamilas company.

It's drawn in a manga style, Wikipedia tells me the creators name is Teruo Kakuta. I was lucky to stumble across it on the DC++ time and so I have quiet a number of books in .jpg. Nicely drawn and with a story that makes it interesting to follow. It's rather kinky, fairies having sex with each other and all kinds of insects you find in a forest. I suggest being very open minded.

In my copies of the comic there is no censorship, just lots of naughty fairies and hot, steaming action. Now this page is very vanilla to be from BF but fear not, there are bondage, violence, fucking, perverted insects and most of all, horny fairies! Go read!

Go go amateurs!

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Movie time

I have just finished watching Vicky Christina Barcelona and I have to recommend it. Really. It was amazing. I'm the girl whos attention span normally barely lasts an entire amercian comedian tv-show and I was, not spellbound, but intrigued every minute of the movie. It was not your ordinary movie and the way they told the story was new to me but I grew fond of it. Even though the two actresses were very different from each other I could still connect with them both and see myself in them. Wich was also a bit scary because none of them was very happy, and it was the nonhappy part that I connected too.

There were, of course, a sexual tone about it. It was open minded, modern and very, very hot. Some of the scenes made me tingle, in the sense that if it would have been me in the female role, I would have melted. Completely. I wont tell to many spoilers but the part in the middle, when everything is actually in balance, made me long for a life like theirs. Creative, loved and relaxed. Maybe I should go to Barcelona for the sumer myself.

In the end it ended like I imagined. Wich was for the best.

I think I need to see more of Woody Allens work actually.