One of this would be perfect for me. 

Would certainly keep me from making more mistakes. But I could use a lock on my mobile phone too. 

I went to sleep last night in the afterglow of an orgasm so naturally I woke up horny today. Feeling in a cocky mood I decided to share all the naughty details with The Beast. 

Of course I knew he was going to be very busy in the morning and probably not at all be able to have a sexy conversation with me but it didn't bother me. I wanted to tease him and so I did. SMS after SMS filled with thoughts I had before fallin asleep och things we are going to do to the weekend. Untill finally he snapped...

He called me, acting as my Master, and gave me a proper yelling. Telling me how badly I've behaved and how much I'm going to pay for this in the weekend. He really stepped up to the task of bringing me under control. I've honestly been feeling a bit shameful the entire day and my submissive side has been very active.

I love it!

Yay!

Something awesome happened the other week!

I complained a while back that I have a bit of a hang up when it comes to getting an orgasm without helping myself. Most of it is because I think to much and try to hard to reach orgasm.

One night my boyfriend woke me up with kisses and strokes. But I wasen't totally awake, just enough to know how to respond to his strokes. So when he went down on me and used a couple of fingers inside of me and put his thumb on my clitoris I only enjoyed myself. I didn't have any conscious thoughts at all and that's why it happened. He made me come all by himself! My hands were nowhere close to my pussy when the orgasm took my body in possession. It was awesome!

Seconds later I fell back into sleep without any kind of payback to my lovely boyfriend. Wops!

Gangbang

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Confusing dreams

I had a long and advanced dream tonight in wich my summer crush had the lead part.

There were a brief part of sex in it but not enough to be classed as a sex dream. I think it was more a dream coming from the part of me that still has some kind of feelings for him. Of course I have feelings for him, he was a big part of my life for a time so it would be stranger to not have them. Question is what kind of feelings it is and why I feel a bit bothered.

A year ago he cancelled our friendship in favour of a relationship he wanted to function normally and I was fine with that at the time. I still get an sms on my birthday, christmas and on new years eve but all other contacts have been broken. Up until this fall I didn't miss him much, he was just a very fond memory. During the fall I started longing for his friendship again and you know I've mentioned before what I wouldn't give to have sex with him again. But I never been really sure as to why I felt like that? Did I miss him specifically or did I just miss someone like that?

After meeting the beast pretty much all of those feeling went away and I concluded that it was just a matter of wanting what I couldn't have. When waking up this morning I was confused again. The main part of the dream was about us talking and me trying to get an answer out of him but not getting it. Is there something I still need from him? Did our closure go bad? Or was the dream about the last sms I sent without getting a reply? No I don't stalk or spam, it was a simple question about his life.

Blowjobs

Ever since me and The Beast met we have been very responsible about our safety. We've always used a condom and never performed oral sex on either of us. We decided on our first meeting that we were gonna wait with oral sex until we're both sure that none of us have an STD. I've already got my test results back and I'm healthy as ever. At the end of the week he will have his results and after that it's party in the hay sack for us! Not that it isen't a big wooping party every time we meet...

I can't believe how much I'm longing for it, to be able to use my tongue and mouth on his dick. I long for that even more than I want his tongue on my pussy. Rather amazing eh? Every time we've had sex both of us have been longing and wanting to do it. Badly wanting to do it. I've been leaning over him and had my tongue close to his dick more than a few times and barely stopping in time, settling with nibbling and sucking his testicles. 

Worst case scenario is that he's not healthy but meh, I hardly believe that will happen. I don't want that to be true. I'm giving him a blowjob this weekend and that's the end of this discussion!

The Beast

I'd like you all to meet my newest play pal, The Beast.

We met at the kinky community I keep talking about (www.darkside.se), he found me, we started a conversation, you know; the usual stuff. After a while we decided that what we had felt good enough that a date would be suitable. Said and done, friday evening was spent together drinking tea and watching a movie (Avatar, go see, beautiful) and we found out that indeed we do make a good match.

Yesterday we spent in a little cottage out in the woods, all alone and no one to hear me scream...

We really hit it off, there were no hesitation or fumbling, spot on and full speed ahead at once.  Unless he had told me so I would never have guessed him to be a beginner-dom. His imagination is vivid and evil, he got the craftmanship to follow through on every nasty idea he gets and I'm the one he's doing it too. I feel blessed!

His nick-name is based on the fact that he's like a beast in bed, I merely have to grab onto his body (his oh so muscular body) and try to keep up. He also likes to bite me. My neck is red, scratched and complete with a hickey, and so is my breasts. Hence The Beast and the wolf picture.

This is a guy that will stay with me for a while so forget those others I've tried out lately, they pale in comparison. Remember, The Beast.

Merry Christmas!

Porrtrollet makes another notch in her bed post...

I'd just like note that I've met a boy, full of life and naughty toughts, that fit me exactly. We've just spent two glorious days together and I'm sure more will come as I finally seem to have a permanent play partner more close to my home.

For now I wish you all a very merry christmas with lots of spanking, presents and time to rejoice with the ones close to you. Mwah!

I'm so just back home after a date with a super sweet guy and I can't wait to meet him again! But untill I've talked to him about the blog I won't share details. Just, Im thrilled!

Share - The strap-less strap-on

This is an amazing toy.

First of all it's a lot of fun to suddenly have a cock to fool around with. For once you can be the one standing up taking your partner from behind or lying down and watching your partner struggle as they try to ride your cock. Much fun.

Secondly, Share feels awesome, for both parts. Notice the strange design and the lack of straps? The short bulky part goes into the pussy and with use of your pussy muscles you can walk around wagging your own cock in a matter of seconds. Just remember to not use alot of lubrication when inserting it as that will make it slide out again. However, if you know your pussy muscles are weak this might not be the thing for you as it's quit heavy and you have to hold it up by internal muscles alone. Judging by the respons from the man I tried this on the cock part feels like heaven on a stick. Not to mention seeing your "dick" going inside someone else, that is a fascinating image! It does take some practising to get used to the in-and-out-movement but surely you don't mind practising with your partner, may it be male or female?

Share is made out of silicon and has the lovely silk smooth touch that almost all of Fun Factorys products has and that I love. It is a bit on the expensive side but totally worth it. I strongly recommend this to anyone bold enough to go where no one gone before!

I discovered, as I was browsing through Chagrin, that I find a man giving a blow job to a strap on to be very attractive. It actually awoke my dominant side and next time I get my hands on a submissive man I'll be doing this in plenty! It just baffles me that I didn't do this last year when I had both a submissive partner and the amazing Share